today marks the last day of bridging lessons though im not in school to suffer the last few hours of agony with the rest of my classmates &to send ong lili off her last journey of bedok north(so bad).

i really dislike this onglili, although the bible tells us to love our enemies. I've been trying so hard how to love the people whom I dislike just like how God love them despite yada yada & it turns out to be fine cause most of them turns out to be very nice. Didnt say i did not try to be nice to this lily flower, i tried doing her assignments &tried paying att in class, but you know what was the outcome? i think she gave me more attention and that the moment i gave my att away of her lesson, she comes scolding me &the rest & even hit me with my foolscap. My mum lodged a complaint but the school did not take any actions. Good thing shes away now.

I really admire how some people despite religion tr8 people nicely when it comes to all this, i dont know why i cant, what more im a christian. Sigh....

Anyway, I feel that this might be a test or lesson given by God,

so I pray that by His way of loving, I will really learn how to love.

Ciaoz, FOR TUITION